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Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
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So I had a very eventful weekend. It all started last Wednesday when I picked Kyle up from the airport. That was such an amazing moment, one that I keep reflecting back on. Then we headed back to my place and just hung out for a bit before I went to class. I gave him his birthday present; he loved it. I spent forever on that damn scrapbook, like 80 hours or so. Not that it matters I would have spent 800 hours on it for Kyle. Thursday was thanksgiving and was very depressing. This was my first year where I didn’t get to spend it with my family. So I just watched movies and went to the gym. Later on that night I went to Lydia’s because I was tired of being alone on thanksgiving. Somehow we randomly decided to go to tigertheat. It actually turned out to be a lot of fun. We met up with Sean there and he came back with us and spent the night. I was so flipping drunk! It was cool though I ran into a lot of people. Friday after my hangover I took Sean home then chilled with Kyle the whole night and had “Kyle & Mike time” we really didn’t do much nothing exciting to write about at least. It’s hard to describe I always have so much fun with him even if we are just sitting around. I really is utterly insane how much I love him. Saturday we went to Disneyland and oh man was it crowed. We had such bad luck with rides breaking down after we had already had been in line for 30 or more minutes. Then they canceled fireworks. Splash Mountain even broke down when we were on it and we got to walk off the ride. It was so weird to walk around that ride. So Kyle decides to go and complain about all the crap that had happened to us that day. One of many great things I can say about Kyle is that he knows how to get what he wants from someone, and since Disney is so big on pleasing their guests he went and talked to customer service. Kyle ended up getting us to VIP balcony seats to fantasmic. Those tickets are normally $57 a piece. It wasn’t even the balcony where everyone else sits when they pay. We had our own private balcony with a couch; it was truly amazing. Sunday I went out to Orange County and hung out with Greg Chris and Justin we all went bowling and just chilled afterwards. Monday I went to Disneyland again with Chris to watch Greg and Justin in block party, had lots of fun and froze my ass off lol.
PERSON OF THE DAY: Kyle for an amazing weekend
MOMENT OF THE DAY: watching fantasmic with Kyle from a balcony
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Thursday, November 24th, 2005
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So I finally got to see Kyle yesterday. I left for the airport like an hour and half before his flight landed lol. I could not wait plus I didn’t want to hit traffic and be late. Then he calls me and tells me his planed is delayed for 30 mins. So by the time I got to the airport I still had an hour to kill. I was talking with this random girl or woman I should say. She asked me “if the rose I was holding was for my girlfriend” and I said “nope just a friend” then she said “well she is still a lucky girl” and I said “oh it’s not a girl it’s a guy” and she goes “oh OHHH how cute” it was really funny. So I am chilling at the airport and that stupid screen keeps flashing every 2 seconds “IN RANGE” for Kyle’s flight. I seriously watched that thing for like 15 minutes. Then finally it said “ARRIVED”. There were so many people around, People getting off the plane, people waiting for friends. The second I saw Kyle I like ran through all those people and we gave each other the biggest hug. I also had bought him a long stem rose and when I gave that to him in front of all those people you could hear them say “AWWWWW” "DID YOU SEE TAHT" AND "HOW CUTE" it truly was a priceless moment. I really do love Kyle with all my heart and I can’t imagine marrying anyone else when I am older.
PERSON OF THE DAY: Kyle
MOMENT OF THE DAY: A huge hug from Kyle
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Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005
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Ok so there has been a lot going on that I need to update about but this is most important of all.
I am so Fu*king excited right now!!!! Why??? Because in a little more than 12 hours I get to see Kyle! His flight lands at 11:40 am and you can bet your ass that I will be waiting for him to get off the plane :) I haven’t seen him in over two months and I miss him so much. We have talked everyday since he has been gone but it’s still not the same. We are just going to chill for a bit on Wednesday then Friday for a bit then Friday he is sleeping over and Saturday it’s off to our favorite place DISNEYLAND. I can’t wait to spend time with the person that I love the most. I feel like a 7 year old on Christmas Eve; I so can’t sleep.
MOMENT OF THE DAY: finding out that I got a 100% on my management 31 midterm.
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Friday, October 21st, 2005
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What an awesome day I had! Well first I get a phone call at 6:15 in the morning. (Very groggy voice) “hmmm hellooo” (hyper voice) “MIKE! Are you still meeting us for breakfast so we can work on the UN project?” ok you never call me that early unless you need a kidney or something along those lines. So my reply was (in a sarcastic polite voice) “SURE I will be right there”. But the good news is that I got an A on my Econ test which means all 5 of those tests last week I got an A on. I even got a 100% on my psychology test. I swear if I get another 4.0 this semester I am going to crap my pants lol.
So tonight Jason came over and we just chilled ate pizza, and watched Margaret Cho; she is so damn funny! He also brought over some of his paintings; he is so talented I am so impressed by his work. I will admit I have taken a great liking to him, so we will see where things go. I just find him to be so intelligent but at the same time he has a great sense of humor not to mention he is very cute :)
PERSON OF THE DAY: Josh C. for going to the store for me and buying a bunch of crap
MOMENT OF THE DAY: cuddling with Jason :)
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Monday, October 17th, 2005
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lol ohmg our friend Mr.M (josh m) just came over with a huge box full of food and snacks for josh c and I. He gave it to us because he has been crashing here a lot lately do to school. Seriously though he brought us over $200 dollars worth of shit.
-2 12 packs of beer
-30 candy bars
-a huge box of Twinkies
-big bottle of dish soap
-10 pack of raviolis
-a whole entire box of Listerine strips (those thing are like $2.00 a pack)
-soda
-a huge thing of apple juice
-a huge pack of box juice
-a box of strawberry belts (mmm… my favorite)
-a bag of Ghirardelli chocolates
-chips
-a box of doughnuts
I can’t ever remember it all so here is a pic of some of the stuff
Time to go eat lol
PERSON OF THE DAY: Mr. M for all that shit
MOMMENT OF THE DAY: chilling in my room reading and listening to the rainfall out side
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KABOOM! Shit there is a crazy thunderstorm outside right now, where is someone to cuddle with at times like these :( anyway so yeah I would say I had a pretty damn eventful weekend to say the least. Thursday night I went to tigerheat drank a bit but not to much just a little buzz going on. I hadn’t gone to tiger in like a month or two. Friday I just chilled and got a lot of homework done. Saturday oh wow Saturday josh and I went to viv’s and met up with like 10 other people. We all started drinking like at 9 then went to West Hollywood and pretty much went to every bar. I was already drunk enough when we got there and I so did not need another 4 shots and 2 more drinks. So from what I can remember or I was told. I knocked over a heating lamp at one of the bars, and I guess at some point last night I fell down or something because right now I have this like Harry potter cut thing going on my forehead, and no one including myself has any idea how I got it. so I was bleeding pretty bad by the time I got back to viv’s and she tended to my drunken battle wounds by cleaning me up and putting band aids on me. Oh yeah then I guess somehow I lost josh and I got stranded in west Hollywood and Sam who already took viv and the rest of the drunken crew home came back to get David, Anil ans I. He is so getting a huge hug from me next time I see him. David, Anil and I all crashed on vivs bed and that’s about all I can recall. So yeah I woke up in the morning wondering when I turned into Harry potter and where the hell josh was. I guess he had a pretty eventful night too. He ended up back at Lydia’s house, then like at 5am his boyfriend is banging on her window and they get into this huge fight and break up. It really is not a surprise to anyone who knew them and what had been going on. I mean they had not talked on the phone for like 4 days. I mean I know that everyone gets busy at times or all the time in some peoples case but if you are dating someone you should try to talk with them everyday, even if it’s only for 5 seconds jut to say that I miss you or that I am thinking about you. There is major awkwardness going on around here right now to say the very least. Josh A josh c boyfriend has like called me all day and I haven’t answered cause I sooooo don’t want to be involved in any what way shape or form. I have a lot of respect for both of them so I am staying neutral. All I can say is that I never drink to the point where I loose all control of my body movements and am falling all over the place and I will never do that again. Waking up in the morning and not know WTF happened the night before is a very scary feeling.
PERSON OF THE DAY: Viv for tending to my wounds, Sam for the ride, and David and Anil my partners in crime Saturday night.
MOMENT OF THE DAY: all the fun I had Saturday :)
In case you didn't know lol
YAY I am cracked out as hell in this one
ok so this pic is crazy. I don't know why Lydia is sleeping on me and josh and I both look awful. I am so done with people at clubs taking pics of me I always look like shit in them.
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Wednesday, October 12th, 2005
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Ok so tonight I got out of the shower looked in the mirror and thought “shit I need to hit the gym” so I did. It was the first time I have gone since July, and I plan on going at least 3 times a week like I used too. It will take me awhile to build back up to 5 days a week again but in time I will. Ok so I was at the gym and I asked this really really hott personal trainer a question and then later on when I was working out he just randomly comes up to me and starts talking to me and then he gives me a free personal training session. So after we are done he tells me that he will give me 3 more for free, I was like hmmmmm OK! So I was trying to decide if he was gay or not, so I start flirting with him and I got his number. Then I was telling him about how I signed a friend up and that I never got three months for free so he goes and takes care of that for me, and when he comes back and tells me that he took care of it for me plus added another 3 months on top of the 3 I was already supposed to get. He got me 6 months on my membership for free. I am working out with him again on Saturday and maybe a personal workout session afterwards lol j/k (well maybe I am pretty sexually deprived right now and have been for like the last month) anyway I am totally going to start doing what seems like everyone else does and flirt to get free shit :)
Oh also I just wanted to say that I love Kyle with all my heart :) I just spent the last hour on the phone with him, he really is the only person that I can talk to for a really long time and it only seem like 10 minutes. I think our record was like 7 or 8 hours last Christmas when I was bored at home.
PERSON OF THE DAY: Ryan my hott ass personal trainer
MOMENT OF THE DAY: getting 6 months for free on my gym membership
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Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
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HAPPY COMING OUT DAY EVERYONE :)
SF pride 2005
Acording to HRC I am
ACCORDING TO OUR QUIZ YOU ARE: You're somewhere over the rainbow - but not all the way to the pot of gold!
You're out there ... but maybe not as far as you think. Coming out and Being out are both life-long processes. And the experiences can be more fulfilling for you, and can make a huge impact on the GLBT movement, if you make an effort to learn about the issues, talk about the issues, and give people a fuller appreciation of who you are and why you value GLBT equality. TALK ABOUT IT.
See how out you are then let me know
Now that you know how out you are, you can see how your friends measure up. Tell your friends to visit the quiz page here: http://www.hrc.org/howoutareyou
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Ok so last week was one of the most insane weeks I have ever had in school; thank god it’s over. I still have an Econ test this week and it’s going to be a bitch and a half.
Saturday was cool. Josh’s surprise party was a success he didn’t expect anything. We had so much food and alcohol here. Let’s just say I got a tad bit drunk lol. We all just chilled and talked then I walk or should I say stumble into josh’s room and sit down not noticing that I was sitting in a circle that had a bottle spinning around in it. So of course I was only sitting for about 0.05 seconds when it lands on me. It wasn’t that bad though we had the choice to kiss on the cheek for awhile then somehow that rule got eliminated and it was only on the lips. Can I just say that it’s not ok to be sitting in a circle with your ex boyfriend of 3 years and his current boyfriend, especially when the bottle lands on your ex boyfriends current boyfriend. Talk about awkwardness. Sunday was a very chill fought a hangover all day. Ok back to studying Econ blah….
Me and Sean
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Saturday, October 8th, 2005
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| Time: | 8:30 pm. |
| Mood: |  drunk. |
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WOW I am really drunk right now like a 12 on a scale 1-10 lol and it's only 8:30
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I am 9% Asshole/Bitch. I am not an asshole or a bitch, more like an asshole and bitch target. I have no backbone, and fold at even a slightly insincere look. I need to stop crying, I am such a wuss.
I CAN BE AN ASSHOLE IF SOMEONE PISSES ME OFF, IT TAKES A LOT FOR THAT TO HAPPEN. oh and I am so not a wuss trust me if you piss me off it's really bad. very few people have ever seen me really really pissed off to the point of me yelling in fact the only person that I think has is josh hmmmm.... I will have to think about that one
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Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
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lol the part about chris and the part about me waking up in the morning is so true. I don't know about being dominated, joe is a video major so he prob would have a cam with him LMAO!
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Monday, October 3rd, 2005
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HURRAY for all-nighters I am so tired but there is no way I am going to bed now I have class in an hour and half. I am like a zombie right now. The sad part is I think this is the first of many all-nighters I will have this week. I am so tired and cranky right now. i am going to sleep from 12-6 tomorrow or i should say today then pull another all-nighter :(
PERSON OF THE DAY: Chirs for buying a Disneland pass lol
MOMENT OF THE DAY: Josh M for the funny ass message that he left me and Josh C on our answering machine. ::: in a weird happy voice::: “Mike Josh I just got a bootleg copy of Charlie and the chocolate factory, we need to watch it” :::in a crazy your going to die demon voice::: “if you guys don’t call me back I am going to beat the fuck out of both of you” LMAO (you kind of had to be there is was great.
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Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
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CRAM IT IN YOUR CRAM HOLE! LOL so yeah I watched doge ball today and that had to be the stupidest movie that I have ever seen but that line was funny. So yeah I have pretty much been cooped up in my house studying this whole entire weekend. I have five exams next week; it sucks ass. I missed gay days because I need all the time I can get to study. On a happier note though Chris got a season pass to Disneyland so at least I can start going more often again. It really sucks when it’s a Friday and Saturday night and all these people call you to go out and do something and you can’t. I want to kill all of my professors for giving me tests all in the same week, it feels worse than finals week. But oh well that’s life and I am sure I will more than make up for it next weekend with a couple of drunken nights :) so yeah back to bitch ass studying Grrrrrrrrr…
PERSON OF THE DAY: ummmmm... more like thing of the day my ECON BOOK
MOMENT OF THE DAY: oh that would have to be all 9 hours of studying I did today
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Thursday, September 29th, 2005
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| Time: | 2:08 am. |
| Mood: |  touched. |
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So yeah today was pretty boring, I spent the whole day at school and trust me I mean the whole day! There is this crazy fire going on in L.A you can smell it everywhere you go. It’s only about 10 miles from my house, kind of scary. My mom is so funny she was like “I really don’t like you living on the 3rd floor when we come and visit next month we are going to bring you a fold up escape latter in case of a fire” lol god she is crazy! Anyway, I got a cute post card from Kyle today. He is so sweet I miss him so much. Gay days are at Disneyland this weekend and I plan on going I mean come on it’s my favorite place to be and it’s a gay event lol. So Kyle was going to just show up here in L.A and surprise me. He was going to take the greyhound bus and then call me when he was like an hour away, and tell me he needs me to pick up one of his really good friends from the station. Then he was going to surprise me by being him. I think I would have made the biggest scene in the world if that would have happened. I know would have hugged him for like 10 minutes. He decided not to do it cause it would be a 10 hour bus ride on Friday then we would spend Saturday together then he would have to spend another 10 hours on the bus on Sunday. I don’t blame him for not doing it I would be so bored spending 20 hours on a bus in a 72 hour period. I have sooooooooooo much homework to do this weekend anyway. It really was just a sweet thought :) ok time for bed I have ECON at 8 am.
PERSON OF THE DAY: Kyle for a really cute thought and postcard
MOMENT OF THE DAY: hmmmm… today was boring but I guess watching the fire was pretty cool
PICS OF THE FIRE :/
CUTE CARD FROM KYLE
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Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
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| Time: | 12:08 am. |
| Mood: |  thoughtful. |
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Does anyone know a good handy lesbian that can come to my house right now and help me hang up these FU*KING curtains, cause yeah two gay boys trying to do it just isn’t working out lol. Anyway, I am a bit thoughtful right now. I have a really good job offer. It includes full medical, dental, eye, 401k, 2 weeks paid vacation, 10 pto days, and 3 month relocation (basically they pay for me to live for 3 months). Oh yeah not to mention the job pays 1700 a WEEK! That comes to 88,400 a year before taxes. The downfall is I would have to move to Huntington Beach and I would be working about 60 hours a week, two days of the week are required doubles, and I would rarely ever have a weekend off. Not to mention that I would have to drop out of school, which I really don’t want to do. I have a little less than a month to make my final decision. So I don’t know what I want/going to do. It’s just a lot of money to pass up.
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Ok I obviously did not write my last entry cause Chris is by far NOT the coolest guy ever lol just kidding bitch you know I love you but that’s what you get for going on my computer and posting on my LJ :)
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Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
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i think chris is the coooooolest guy ever... muahahahahhaha....
I'm a genius.
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Monday, September 19th, 2005
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| Time: | 3:19 pm. |
| Mood: |  indescribable. |
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Ok so I am doing a lot better thanks to my friends, I still miss Kyle dearly though. I will say I am more than amazed and shocked at how much one person can affect my life. I have such bad anxiety right now, I have problems sleeping, eating, and studying etc. it really sucks. Anyway, I had a pretty awesome weekend. Saturday I went shopping all day with Lydia then went to rage with josh c, josh a, Lydia, josh m, Frankie. It was a lot of fun and this random guy (who was actually pretty cute) came up to me and said “you are mike right” and I said ummm yeah. Then he said can I ask you something “how does it feel to be one of the most gorgeous guys in LA” and of course my dumb ass not knowing how to take a complement said “I wouldn’t know” but anyway I took his number so I might give him a call, probably not though. After the club all of us headed back to josh and Frankie’s place and stayed up till the sun came up. After fighting my hangover on Sunday I went bowling with josh c, Lydia and Sean. It was actually a lot of fun I haven’t seen Sean for a couple of weeks. I normally bowl anywhere from a 40-80, but last night a bowled a 131, I could not believe it. After bowling we went to some hole in the wall bar in Simi Valley to get a beer and toast to Sean’s becoming a cheerleader for USC lol. So we just chilled there and played pool and darts. Then I sat online and chatted with some friends. I talked to Jen (a newly found friend) for like 2 hours online last night. She made me feel so much better about things that have been going on. Ok well I need to get ready Chris is coming over in a bit. We are going for two dollar margaritas and then mini golf. In celebration of national pirate day :)
PERSON OF THE DAY: Jen for the awesome conversation last night and for making me feel better
MOMENT OF THE DAY: Rage Saturday night was so much fun
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Saturday, September 17th, 2005
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| Time: | 4:54 am. |
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So I had a pretty shitty morning and afternoon. I feel so emotionally drained right now. Even my mom noticed something was wrong today over the phone. So by Kyle’s request of “please start telling your mom more about me” I told her that I was really sad because my best friend moved today. And to more than beyond my belief she not only listened to what I had to say but actually cared and gave me advice. I think it had a lot to do with the general tone that I was using, I don’t think she has heard me so upset over something for 9 years, and I can definitely say that this ties one of the hardest things that I have had to overcome in life, which happened 9 years ago and I am still trying to overcome today. So many friends know how close Kyle and I are, but none really know just how close and how much we care for each other. There really is not a thing in this world that I would not do for Kyle. It doesn’t just feel like Kyle moved it feels like my heart moved to Santa Cruz it feels like my heart moved with him. On a positive note though there is no one in this world that I would entrust my heart with more than Kyle so at least I know it’s in good hands. Ok enough of that, I did have a nice night though I went to dinner with Chris it was really nice not to mention beyond good. We just sat there and ate and drank martinis. Then Brandon called me who I have not seen since June. The three of us ended up in West Hollywood and just walked around. We went into a porn store cause I wanted to pick up something (no not porn). It was so funny though this guy was buying a dildo and I kid you not this thing was like a giraffe leg. I seriously felt like asking him if he planed on using it in bed or as an umbrella stand lol. So my night was pretty awesome thanks to Chris and Brandon who really cheered me up, and I can’t thank them enough for that. I am doing a lot better now but I am still in no what way my normal self. Right now I come across very quite and spaced out, which has to be the 100% opposite of how I normally am. I am getting better though, and I am so mad at myself because I know that I need to be strong for Kyle, he is the one that needs support from his best friend right now. He is in a totally new environment and I am sure it doesn’t help when I tell him how much I miss him over the phone, but I can’t help the way that I feel, and I know in time I will be ok; I have not lost him for good. What’s four years compared to the next 50+ years we will share together :) I really do think he will be in my life until the day that I die. Ok it’s almost 5 am and it’s more than time for bed, well maybe one episode of queer as folk :)
PERSON OF THE DAY: Chris for dinner and for cheering me up, and for listening to me talk about Kyle a lot tonight.
MOMENT OF THE DAY: Talking with Kyle on the phone (YES I know that sound pathetic but just chatting with him even for a few mins makes me feel better)
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